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Journal Entry: Sun Apr 13, 2014, 6:29 PM
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I've decided to open them! Woot! But not for long ^^" Only for awhile. I'll do them in slots so yeah...

Icons:
1. LethalAnxiety *Paid* 
2. Open

Pixel Scene:
1. Open





Icons would be 150Points (can come with small animations):
.:PC:. It's Raining Outside by Rising-At-Midnight.:GA:. Almost Got It! by Rising-At-Midnight.:CE:. This Is MY Garden by Rising-At-Midnight.:PC:. I'm A Lil' Fire-Starter by Rising-At-Midnight

Pixel Scenes would be 300Points (These are small, 200x300 most of the time is the max. Smaller the dimension, the better it looks, in my opinion) 
Love is Endless by Rising-At-Midnight   Sitting Alone by Rising-At-Midnight


So much to say, yet so little time. That is, if there's any time left.

Pondering Out Loud

Journal Entry: Fri Apr 11, 2014, 8:20 AM
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I'm debating if I want to open my icon commissions/pixel commissions sometime soon. I'm not sure

School is still a bitch atm, especially with the school year ending in a little over a month. So... I'm not sure. 

Pixels aren't hard for me to do, so, what do you guys think?

I want to raise up some points too ; ; but I need ur guy's opinion.

Would you be interested if I did? I'd do them in slots however, same as usual. 





Icons would be 150:points: (can come with small animations):
.:PC:. It's Raining Outside by Rising-At-Midnight.:GA:. Almost Got It! by Rising-At-Midnight.:CE:. This Is MY Garden by Rising-At-Midnight

Pixel Scenes would be 300:points: (These are small, 200x300 most of the time is the max. Smaller the dimension, the better it looks, in my opinion) 
Love is Endless by Rising-At-Midnight   Sitting Alone by Rising-At-Midnight


So much to say, yet so little time. That is, if there's any time left.

Raffle! Chance to Win ALOT of Points!

Journal Entry: Wed Apr 9, 2014, 5:33 PM
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HELP *Please Read*

Journal Entry: Wed Apr 2, 2014, 9:52 AM
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I need help coming up with questions to ask this college professor who majors in computer science. I need some questions to ask him ; ; 

And of course, here's me stressing over the simplest of things. But I need ur guys help!!


I'd be SO grateful if you helped me! 


Please keep in mind, these are serious questions. 


So much to say, yet so little time. That is, if there's any time left.

*Flails*

Journal Entry: Wed Mar 26, 2014, 9:50 AM
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So I'm slowly breaking out of my hiatus. I've been trying to draw more. And I'm in the process of completing my 1000th deviation! Omgush! 

SO later today, I'm hoping I will be submitting the 1000th deviation! Yay! And then I can spam u with all the little doodles i've made! Woot!


I'm 90% sure however I've lost 99% of my watchers due to my lack of inspiration and my hiatus so... yeah xD 

Most artists would move accounts at this point, but eh, i've come so far and I don't plan on losing it all. 

So yup!

Expect some mad wack coming up! 





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Devious Journal Entry

Journal Entry: Fri Mar 21, 2014, 6:57 AM
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Tagged by Spottedfire23

The Rules: Make a list of things you like about yourself. If you're tagged, you're not allowed to say "nothing" or "that I know I'm awful" or anything like that. Make this a legitimate list, even if you have to say things like "I'm not racist" or "I would never abuse an animal". Simple things like that are good things.
There's no minimum or maximum of things you need to write. If anything, it's a free writing exercise. You can do bullet points, a paragraph, a poem, whatever you like. Just celebrate yourself. When you finish, tag three or four of your friends to do it as well c:

  • I'm not racist. But I do get a kick out of the jokes (no judging)
  • I’m 50% Filipino, 25% German, 25% Irish
  • I’m like, 4’11 or 5, give or take
  • I have dark brown hair and dark brown eyes
  • I live in the USA, in the upper region where it snows like… oh… my… glob… xD
  • My favorite song is Guardian Angel by Red Jumpsuit Apparatus
  • My username comes from when I use to wake up every night at midnight-3pm and stay awake for hours for no reason then go back to bed.
  • I play video games like an addiction
  • And the deepest secret I have… I shower naked

       

CONGRATS!

 

(I don’t believe in tagging, I ain’t your cow in the field that you tag! Jking, but for realzs, no tagging)




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Cause I Can

Journal Entry: Sat Mar 15, 2014, 9:37 PM
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Cause I saw my bbu, timid-coyote, do it so I wanna too!

Ashton, don't you have something production to be doing? Yes, yes I do. 

1: Do you have a crush at the moment?
Sort of

2: Have you ever been deeply in love?
Yup

3: Longest relationship you've ever been in?
uh, depends. 2-3yrs-ish

4: Have you ever changed for someone?
Sort of

5: How is your relationship with your ex?
Terrible. But could be worse.

6: Have you ever been cheated on?
Yes

7: Have you ever cheated?
Yeah, sadly... One of the worst decisions of my life.

8: Would you date someone who's well known for cheating?
Depends, chances are tho, not in their favor.

9: What's the most important part of a relationship?
Trust and compassion

10: Do you like to be in serious relationships or just flings?
Serious relationships

11: When you are dating someone do you believe in going on "breaks"?
Yes, if things are turning for the worst, breaks can help.

12: How many people have you ever hooked up with?
I don't comprehend?

13: What's one thing you regret saying/doing in a previous relationship?
Cheating
Lying
Being someone I'm not
Getting into a relationship when my heart was somewhere else.

14: What age do you think is appropriate for kids to start having sex?
Sad to say, but I honestly don't care, as long as they are smart, in love, not some fling, then go for it. But be smart.

15: Do you believe in the phrase "age is just a number"?
Hell. Yes.

16: Do you believe in "love at first sight"?
Yes, and no. If you love someone at first sight because of LOOKS, hell no.

17: Do you believe it's possible to fall in love on the internet?
Of course, the power of love is endless

18: What do you consider a deal breaker?
Liars, cheaters, just mean people in general

19: How do you know it's time to end a relationship?
You no longer feel the spark, and you just know, it won't work.

20: Are you currently in a relationship?
Nope

21: Do you think people who have dated can stay friends?
Oh yes, positively.

22: Do you think people should date their friends?
Does it matter? Sure ^^ 

23: How many relationships have you had?
let me count... 
5, that were counted as relationships
and... 4 that were not counted as relationships

24: Do you think love can last forever?
I do not believe in "death do us part"
I believe it can carry on forever.

25: Do you believe love can conquer all things?
90% of me says yes, but 10% says no.

26: Would you break up with someone your parents didn't approve of?
Um... no? 

27: If you could go back in time and give yourself one piece of advice about dating what would it be?
Love someone like it's your last day.

28: Do you think long distance relationships can work?
Yes, as long as your determined

29: What do you notice first about another person?
Eyes, face and personality 

30: Are you straight, bi, gay or pansexual?
Pansexual

31: Would it bother you if your partner suffered from any mental illness?
No, it can be tough to handle, but you can always prevail.
My family is full of them. But we manage. 


32: Have you ever been in an abusive relationship?
No, not really

33: Do you want to get married one day?
Hopefully, but I don't feel like the odds are in my favor.

34: What do you think about getting your partner's name tattooed?
Sort of, only if they died, is my exception. Otherwise, no.

35: Could you be in a relationship without sex?
Hell yeah.

36: Are you still a virgin?
Define "virgin"
As in, no.


37: What's more important: Looks or personality?
Personality, but I'm not saying u should be butt-ugly.
Have some good hygiene, kiddies.

38: Do you enjoy love films?
Depends on the film. Most of the time, yes.

39: Have you ever given anyone/received roses?
Yes ^^ 

40: Have you ever had a valentine?
Mhm ^^

41: What's your imagination of a "perfect date"?
Sitting under the stars on a warm night on a blanket with my partner in a calm silence.

42: Have you ever read "Romeo & Juliet"?
Yes ^^ 

43: What's more important: Your partner or your friends?
Both

44: Would you consider yourself "romantic"?
Sort of, more like a hopeless romantic. I try to be. I'm pretty sappy though haha

45: Could you imagine to date one of your current friends?
Yeah

46: Have you ever been "friendzoned"?
Yeah, sort of.

47: Which "famous couple" is your favorite?
Famous people... I know none.

48: What's your favorite love song?
Guardian Angel by Red Jumpsuit Apparatus

49: Have you ever broken someone's heart?
Yeah, sadly..

50: If you're single, why do you think you are?
Well, tbh, i know it's because I'm not like other girls, and i have no self-confidence. I'm very... Unusual and just, it's hard to love someone when you can't love yourself type of thing. But I imagine it's because I'm not "super-duper attractive" like some people.

51: Would you rather date someone who's rich but a douchebag or someone who's poor but a nice guy/girl?
Poor/nice of course. Money doesn't mean anything.

52: Are you good at giving other people advice regarding dating/ relationships?
Yeah, I say yes, if that person is open minded however

53: Are you jealous of couples when you're single?
Sort of, it's hard to explain

54: How important is it to make a relationship official (p.e. on facebook)?
Not really important

55: Would you consider yourself "clingy", "overly attached" or "jealous"?
I can be jealous, but not really the jealous type. I can be clingy, but in a nice way.

56: Have you ever "destroyed" a relationship?
... Yeah..

57: Do you think it's silly to consider suicide because of a broken heart?
Not at all, to call a suicidal person "silly", is a real douche move in my book.

58: Are you the "dominant" or the "submissive" part in a relationship?
I'm more submissive, but I can act dominant, but in reality, i'm not.

59: Have you ever forgotten important dates like your partner's birthday or your anniversary?
Sort of, I don't remember their birthday, but I always ask people so I DON'T forget. 

60: What's your opinion on open relationships?
I wouldn't like that... at all... but... yeah...

61: Who's more important: Your partner or your family?
Both, it's hard for me to say...

62: How do you define "cheating"?
When you fall in love with someone else, despite being in a relationship with someone else. AND doing "things" with this other person.

63: Is watching porn while being in a relationship inappropriate?
No, lol, why would it be, inappropriate?

64: Do you think Valentine's Day is overrated?
Sometimes, but I'm a strong believer in loving others, so...

65: Would you consider yourself a "cuddler"?
mmmmmmhmmmm


So much to say, yet so little time. That is, if there's any time left.

Won't Be Active For A While... Sorry..

Journal Entry: Wed Mar 5, 2014, 7:26 PM
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Not that I am already. Lawls... well...

I'm having some difficulties in the real world, alot more than I'd like. And at the moment, it's affecting my emotional/mental health very negatively... so...

I won't be using deviantArt for awhile. I'll continue things as normal, work when I have time etc. But for the most part.

I won't be answering messages unless it's important via notes. 

It's to the point that I get major headaches struggling with school, home, etc. that I can't function like I should. And to worry about dA and art, something I love, is just not worth it.

Sorry but... this will sort of be like a hiatus.

Until things are sorted out, there will not be much of "me". 




So much to say, yet so little time. That is, if there's any time left.

~Meep, *Unimportant*

Journal Entry: Tue Mar 4, 2014, 8:15 AM
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Just posting a journal to state that I'm not dead.

I haven't been doing much lately, I've been having alot... of homework... And alot of overworking myself. Which leads me to being lazy later on as my way to "relax" which leads me to being unproductive and then turning into a cupcake that gets squashed on the pavement. 

So... Yeah, I'm working on a few things atm. Adopts, contest prize and some other junk.

I have some small things mad, but I won't post them because i want the 1000th deviation to be... something nice. And not owed stuff. So... Yeah 




Also, I don't think I'm going to continue making join.me's because since I've been inactive, I've lost alot of my watchers attention lol. So when i post them, it's exteremly unlikely anyone will show up, which is fine, I find my join.me's quite boring lol.

So if I want someone to see me draw, they'll be posted as speedpaints instead so ^^ 




man... I'm so lazy... 

I can't even do my own dang homework and not feel stressed, what a loser ; ; meh *flips table*


So much to say, yet so little time. That is, if there's any time left.

xD Anyone know the game 'Witch's House'?

Journal Entry: Wed Feb 26, 2014, 8:12 AM
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So... I'm reading the book/I've seen the game too, and I love them both but...

I don't understand one thing...

Ellen is a witch and when she starts out as a witch, inside the house, her body is "perfect". No illness what so ever. But after she steps out of the house, and comes back in, she starts having "problems" with her "new body". Why? I know this "new body" even if its a bit flawed, it's x10 better than the real body would've been.

But why is it decaying in the first place? Shouldn't her "new body" be... "safe" in the house? 

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Also, in the book, a man cuts off her head. In her "real body" but when she's back in the house in her "new body" she's fine. Does that mean if she were to step outside her head would fall off?

xD so many questions


Love this game. I love Ellen and Viola. It's so sad ; ; but... I love them nevertheless ; ; so messed up but... the feels! 



So much to say, yet so little time. That is, if there's any time left.

Omg, Why am I so Inactive?!

Journal Entry: Sat Feb 22, 2014, 8:35 PM
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Well, in my defense...

I got none xD 

Well, I've been pretty busy with school... I have a project I'm working on that's... pretty big.
And after I complete just one fraction of that project, I become SO stressed.

Art just feels like... not as fun as it was before...

I'm not giving it up, alas! I shall never!

But it's just not the right time for me.



I enjoy playing video games, takes my mind off real life, stress, etc. So I'm very sorry for my inactivity. My owed art is not forgotten, not at all. Just don't have the... motivation nor the time right now. 

Please forgive me. I'll try to post some stuff, even small things. 



So much to say, yet so little time. That is, if there's any time left.

I... Just found this song...

Journal Entry: Wed Feb 19, 2014, 3:26 PM
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Made A Website!

Journal Entry: Sun Feb 16, 2014, 7:27 PM
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For like commissions and junk!

So I took down my old reference sheet, so for now on to find my prices you must visit my site.

It's a roughly made site, sorry, but ^^" I'm pleased with it! Took me awhile blah ; ; 




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Happy Valentine's Day!!

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:iconheartballoonplz: Heart - Free by KawikuHeart - Free by KawikuHeart - Free by KawikuHeart - Free by KawikuHeart - Free by Kawiku:iconheartballoonplz:

Yay!! Joy!! 

I hope all of you are filled with smiles and laughter!!

This is a day for happiness and love, not pity and sorrow! Live it up! 

^^ if you don't have a Valentine's or are feeling lonesome, shoot me up! Send me a note, message, bird or even a fish! I want this day to be happy! Not sad! 

So spread the love kiddies!! Greet your friends, your parents, anyone, make their day feel special! 

Love you all! 

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So much to say, yet so little time. That is, if there's any time left.

Really, You Guys? *Rant*

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Warning: It's a rant

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So I come on dA today, just to check my messages, and I see that dA was kind enough to do a small Valentine Event! And I was quite happy, I mean, who doesn't like the idea of getting candy and just a small message from someone saying "Happy Valentine's Day!"? I certainly love it! 

After sending a message to my friend, greeting him an early Happy Valentine's, sent him my valentine picture, and so forth. I decided to read more of that journal. 

And well, I'm heavily disappointed. I mean... Guys, seriously. Look at that comment section of that Valentine Journal. 70% of that, is all "I'm forever alone" , "I hate this day" or "I'm single..." 

SO WHAT?! You're single, you don't have a date, or a lover or anything, so what?! Valentine's day is NOT only for couples!! It's for everyone! 

Stop feeling so sorry for yourself and go out there and ask your friend, your dog, another deviant, to be YOUR Valentine! You don't have to be in love with them, just make them feel special! This isn't a day about you, it's about making someone else feel loved. Make their day!


You know what? I'm single, and I lost a lot of my friends, I had to make new ones. But that doesn't mean I'm spending Valentine's alone.

One of my best friends on here, Burnt, asked me to be his Valentine. We're not dating, just friends. And you know what, that made me feel so special! And I'm so happy for it! 

So I want YOU to go out there, put on a smile, and ASK someone to be your valentine! Can be on here, in real life, or anything!

Don't have a lover? Ask a friend. Don't have a friend? Ask your family. Don't have a family? Ask your pet. Don't have a pet? Ask a plant. WHAT EVER IT IS! DO IT! 


//End of Rant//



So much to say, yet so little time. That is, if there's any time left.

Not Very Active *Oops*

Journal Entry: Wed Feb 5, 2014, 7:27 PM
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xD okay, so like, some people have asked me why haven't I been really active, like, is there something wrong? Am I on a hiatus? What about commissions? Stuff like that. Well xD ... If you read my last journal it'd explain a few things.

Main thing is, I'm lazy, who isn't? And I've discovered a new video game (please don't ask) to play with my friends/family (real-life). And so far, it's pretty fun. I'm a HUGE noob. And I have anxiety problems so when I play games and get done with them, I'm really on edge. I'm having fun, yes, I just get really really nervous.

BUT, that doesn't mean I'm gonna be playing video games 24/7, I still plan on being a Deviant, doing commissions, etc. But, I've got alot on my plate. I have alot of projects coming up in school, and that adds alot of stress on me. And to come on here and do commissions, art trades, etc. It drives me bonkers. I'm the type of person who wants things done ASAP but yet I want a little "me" time, ya know?

So, during the week, certain days will be made specifically for art. Like, I have some charms/cards I need to finish, a website, and contest prizes. Those will be done when I have time. So I'm going to be really slow. Once school starts... "slowing down". I'll be alot more active. Sorry.



BUT my commissions will be closed for a month or two ; ; sadly *shot*. Too much stress kiddies. I might open very small things, adopts, etc. But nothing huge. eh ^^" 

Well.. If you have any questions, or anything, feel free to ask! 



So much to say, yet so little time. That is, if there's any time left.

Dang, Son! I'm Lazy!

Journal Entry: Sun Feb 2, 2014, 7:47 PM
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So! This weekend I've been hanging out with my friend and this coming week, he's coming back over. Woooooot! Party!!

Anyway, main thing, I got a new video game (please don't ask me what it is, I will not add you to my friends list, etc. xD sorry)

But! I LOVE video games and I play them, alot, one of the main reasons why, I stopped playing alot of them. And well, my friend convinced me to get the game after playing it with me xD dang...

Thing is, I have DeviantArt, school, etc. And I know this game won't get in my way of school, but deviantart may be a problem. I won't leave it in the dust, hells no. But getting stuff down for this site, will be a challange. I'll do my best tho! So! I'm making this as a notify for myself what I need to get done this week.

1. Finish Last Commission (Journal Skin, ASAP)
2. Finish Commission(s) Website 
3. Make Charms (//scan them//)
- Go to Office Max
4. (Optional) Make Stickers
- Go to Hobby Lobby
- Go to Office Max


 

Also! On a different note, I'm attempting to make a small flash game with my brothers help for school. But I don't know how lol good thing my brother is here to help who actually knows computers... *derps*

I'm so thankful xD I hate school projects ; ; 



Now that's all cleared up... Ashton! Get to Work!



So much to say, yet so little time. That is, if there's any time left.

Guess Who's Back?! + Extra(s)

Journal Entry: Wed Jan 29, 2014, 6:58 PM
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Yup, Hiatus no more!

Thankfully I have a brother who is taking computer classes in the University, and does it as a hobby. So he cleaned out my computer, all those unnecessary pop-ups, ads, icons, apps, etc. So! Problem solved!

And to make sure the chances of it happening again is minor, there's an ad-block too. 

I was only gone for a few days, but I hope it wasn't too long ^^" heh, only like 2 days, but even still, online, that's like a week haha! 

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ALSO! I have a new project for English, I have to continue with my Art Project, however no longer giving money to the Humane Society (and btw, I managed to raise $50).

However... I draw a blank... If you know me, I love talking to people, but I have HUGE social anxiety when it comes to... adults and being "professional". Like...

Right now, I need to find a product I want to produce. Like... For this project am I going to have a gallery walk as my final outcome, or make an app for the iPhone, or something like that. Thing is... I'm clueless! 

I have to contact an "expert" like a more professional artist in my area and all this but I have NO idea where to begin ; ; omg... Halp me ; ; *cries*

meh!


Any ideas?! Like, I'm thinking about making a site for commissions, make it look nicer. Try some traditional art, maybe try out some charms, etc. But meh! Help! 



So much to say, yet so little time. That is, if there's any time left.

*Flails* Yay!! //Contest Update//

Journal Entry: Tue Jan 28, 2014, 10:24 AM

*IMPORTANT* Hiatus

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So I'll be taking a break from deviantArt, well, more like the internet.

I just got back from my friend's house, to discover my computer has a virus and my computer has... a bit of an "ad/pop-up" problem.

NO, please don't say "download blah blah, ad block, blah blah". No thank you ^^" I have my own sources to help fix this problem, but for the moment, I can't do much about it. So. Until I can get it fixed, I'd rather not be on deviantArt where I'm flooded with ads, same with youtube and any other site.

Art will be post-poned, well, more or less commissions because I can't access the info ; ; I'm so sorry, same with gifts.

So until then, no art from me, and so forth. I'll still be checking my dA, but as for faves, comments and active using, it'll be very minimal.


If you need something, such as a question that needs to be answered, feel free to note me. I can respond to ONLY notes through my tablet. So until then.


Tootles!






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