Well i don't know if this will help or not. But,maybe it could be you are trying to hard for this for something you really want or desperately need and,i think i have been in that situation before. So believe me when i say this: life can be very hard for each and every one of us but,there is a reason for these things and no its not supposed to frustrate or maybe even confuse us its probably supposed to help us.As i once heard on youtube: life keeps moving forward and i believe that,so maybe that means you should try to move forward the best you can and you may reply to this stating it is not that simple or something else but if you can take this under consideration.
haha ^^" it's... not exactly like that. I mean. In a way, I am trying hard, but it's like. I can only go so far. Why stress myself so much to the point of mentaly breaking down (as shown above) when I can get put in a class where I have the same learning, but without that stress? Seems easier, no?
So... I wish I switch classes, no one will let me because they have "high expectations". I have high expectations too, but not everyone can shoot for the moon and actually make it.
Anyway, we've decided I'ma stay in this class until the end of 1st semester, my brother is going to help me, and my teacher ALOT more. So uh, yeah ^^"
that is nice that your teacher/brother are going to help you and here is a quote from a poster in my science class: shoot for the moon,even if you miss you will land among the stars.I hope that you could say, helps you
I know you've got it a lot, lot worse than me, Autumn..But I love you <3 No matter what.. I don't 'understand' you, but I know what its like to have people not understand..have everyone think its easy for you. You've got it worse than me, I know..but at least I have a bit of knowledge of what its like.
I know I look up to you for advice, but you can always talk to me...Just even to rant off, venting DOES help..it just feels good to let it all out. Go ahead and note me, whenever, I'll listen I may not have the best feedback..but I'm here for you. If you need to talk, I'm here, don't forget that.
Thanks hun, honestly, no one can tell who's life is worse than others... But idk, I just, when I hear people will simple easy lives complain... I just want to scream and look them in the eye and tell them to shut up. Idk... I hate it when people say I understand because... They don't walk in my shoes... I mean... You can atleast adknowledge what I'm going through, and you have an idea and that... that's enough for me
Well yeah, but what I mean is that you've experience more than me...from what you've told me... And I know the feeling..I hear stuff all the time and I'm like "THAT'S NOTHING" and i get that, too..No one can understand anything. But I do acknowledge it, at the least, and I'm glad that's enough c:
Well I'll hopefully make it through highschool somewhat easily...By then I'll have a plan for my sleeping problems and medication and all that...so I'll be slightly less stressed (but probably not by a lot) but next year I'm already enrolled in three special classes..my teachers insisted...but I think I can handle it. If I pass the classes..then I get open classes in highschool..If I'm a good student in highschool, when I'm a senior..I can get out early at like 1:00...that's what my brothers are able to do..
I don't really have anyone in RL to talk to..I have a friend I can vent to..but she doesn't really help... and another who's somewhat more experienced but he can only help me get through panic attacks.. The only other person is someone with a lot of experience of what I've been through..Which is my brother's GF that I've known for three years..